hahaz..I think the last entry here was really crappy and depressing. Things are getting better I guess..after tt violent quarrel things sort of went back to normal.

I didn't touch any homework today!!!!! Can't believe it myself..came home at 12 plus after school and buying li-li's present..slept like a log...woke up at 3plus for lunch..went back to sleep..pulled myself up to go for cg...and the rest of the day is spent outdoors. Cell was great today (it has always been great)..erm cell was greater today =) Vanessa came! Rachel focused on unity in our cg..and steadfast love...Clement shared about the events that took place in his life this week...and I also shared about my 7points that I got by His grace..haha I liked Zhengxian's reaction when I said I couldn't imagine what would I do if I scored more than 10marks..he gave that wu nai biao qing say 'I get b3 already jumping liao' =P Well..different people lead different lives.

Then Rachel asked us to share what spiritual breakthroughs would we want in our lives..so everyone spoke from their heart. I was asking for courage..because I'm tt sort of person who tends to make things too complicated..hahz I'll always think hard about something until I get discouraged and fail to do what I should do. Other people shared real personal things..don't know why most of us started crying..alright I know why but it's not convenient for me to say here. Anyway! God paid us a visit during cg today =) Hallelujiah*

It was youth service right after tt..and God is good. I finally heeded His voice and went up during the altar call. Li-li, Vanessa and Stef too..I'm sure each of us experienced Him in our own way today..praise God. I was crying real hard k..and it was a reflex action! (involuntary) Cry until my blouse was wet..and by the way my tear tasted salty. Hahaz sorry arh I really sound so 'religious'..boring all of u with my church stuff..but really...I just can't stop talking about Him and His goodness. =P I asked for courage and I got it. Ask and it will be given..people out there..ask with faith..in His name..and He will not only provide..but give in abundance.

Heyz my dear cg people..love all of you lots k..just know that you all are not only in my lives on Saturdays..but every day. Thanks for accompanying me through life's journey..thanks for all the encouragement..muAckZ!